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June 21  He appeared out of the darkness and stood before me, feeling hypnotised I walk to him evan though his eyes i can not see, my hand trembled with fear, until I noticed upon his cheek a single tear, I have come to show you what lies ahead, Your future is full of emptyness and dread, I could not turn and run away, curiousity made me stay. Then all of a sudden we were surrounded by a world unknown to me full of sadness fear and hate I wanted to be set free, but it was all to late we had come this far there was no going back, this man from the darkness showed me a future that was gloomy and black, As quick as the moment had taken us to this horrible place, we were back to the world I new, but he had a smile upon his face, You have now seen where your life will lead, if you continue to live a life full of hate, selfishness, and greed, this was my lesson, and my one and only chance His job was done I could tell by his final glance With his hat now in his hand I could now see the love in his eyes If you hold grudges and hate the world, you to could then have a nasty suprise 
The love we share is kept locked in my heart
To help me when we are apart
This love is a kept secret
from the very first day we met
Why they cannot see the love we share
in this world we live life is so unfair
if you go I will follow
for without you my heart would be hollow
so at the crossroads we will meet and be together
in the afterlife our love will last forever
February 27
When I look in the mirror what do I see, who is that lady looking back at me, theres some things I reconize, like the colour of those eyes, but not those little lines, her hair also looks the same colour as mine, perhaps she buys the same hair dye as me to. Lady in the mirror looking at me who are you, my lips are also the same shape, I wonder if she has smiled as much as me, or had days where she has just wanted to run free. Will she also be another year older so very soon, and have lots of cards filling up every shelf in her frontroom. Lady in the mirror although you look older then I do, I no one day I will look like you, but for now I will try to forget, Ive got years before I will look like that so no need to fret. | February 09 
A photograph, A certain scent, or to hear an old favorite song can trigger a memory from days long gone, but there are also other things that bring back memories to and this is one of mine that I shall share with you. two white butterflies dancing in the sky hold childhood memories from days gone by, when i was just a small child playing in the sun i picked up a caterpillar because i thought he would be fun, my dad got me a matchbox to give him a home and i added some grass incase he got hungry i then decided on a name and for some unknown reason i chose gary, we put him somewhere safe and left him to sleep my new pet caterpillar was mine to keep, the next day i went to wake gary up and tell him it was time to play but the box was empty i was so upset that he had run away, I ran in to tell my mum and dad that gary had got free my dad then told me this story that has always stayed with me. So the story that my dad told me that day was that gary had changed in to a white butterfly and had flown away, and although he wouldnt be mine to keep he had to be free so every time i saw a white butterfly I would say hello to Gary, Then as days past by I spotted two white butterflies dancing in the sky, So I was very happy gary had found another friend to play with at last I named him to, he was george, that was a special summer memory from my past and still to this day If i see two white butterflies together I always say hello to Gary and george, a happy memory I will keep forever, I have also shared this childhood memory with my children Lauren and Liam so now they also always say hello to them. January 23 
I believe fairys come in all shapes and sizes, taking on many disguises, some people say they are mystical creatures, with pointed ears and strange features, some people believe they have special powers, and live at the end of your garden under the flowers, some believe they can fly, and that the rain is really the tears they cry, so whens theres grey clouds up above, send those little fairies some love, then when the times right she once again appears, and her sunshine smile will then replace the tears. 
hoping all will be well with you soon silver xxDecember 14 
This will be out first chritmas without you here, so i can not buy you any presents this year, so instead I bought a little christmas tree, to grow in your memory. We will plant it in the garden where you lay, and decorate it for you each christmas day, Cloey misses you alot I can see it in her eyes, sometimes at night in her basket she cries, Ruby does aswell, evan though she made your life hell. Robson also left us not long after you, We all miss him so much to, back together the two old boys, who brought us all so much joy, when you were pups you used to play together, Those special memories we will keep forever. | December 13 
When I was young christamas took so long to come, nothing to worry about just time for fun, the christmas tree in the corner with its twinkling lights, I would be counting down the days and nights, Peter Pan, A christmas carol, or wizard of oz would be shown on tv, They all bring back a christmas memory for me. Time for bed on christamas eve, a carrot for rudulph and a glass of milk for santa id leave, Then it was time for me and Paul to go up to bed, mum and dad singing as we climb the stairs we nod our weary head, One year I heard bells ringing so I shut my eyes so tight, just incase santa didnt leave me any presents that night. With children of my own,I now no how stressful christmas can be, so thank you mum and dad for making those times so happy for me. Now every christmas eve when lauren and Liam go to bed, We sing as we climb the stairs we nod our weary head, and I hope they will keep those special memories, of happy christmas times just like me. | December 05
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life is a journey with many different paths to take, sometimes you take the right ones, for you, and sometimes you may make a mistake, but that is all part of life to. My life so far has been filled with lots of love from my family, and many memories from days gone by, some sad, some funny, and some happy thankfully, I may not have reached all my goals, but I no I try. Life is what you make it, that is so true, so make sure you make it the best, and be happy with everything you do, because life is one big test.
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Glittery texts by bigoo.ws
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. 
myspace graphics | October 20   Wolves howl at the full moon, its halloween danger looms. walking along the dimly lit street, not knowing who he will meet. hearing a noise he looks over his shoulder, its just a cat he laughs and feels bolder, just then a strange eerie mist appears, once again adding to his fears, in the distance he spots a young couple, dressed in strange costumes but it is halloween after all, and the darkness can play tricks with your mind, but he was sure he could feel someone behind, the couple are now getting nearer. and there faces are becoming clearer, then they are there his heart starts to race, when they stare into his face, then time seems to stands still, his blood then starts to chill, all three now roam the streets at night, waiting until the time is right.  
With only her cat for company,her days are long and empty. But there is one night every year, when she can spread her fear. Up into the midnight sky, she will fly. When the clocks start to chime, On halloween this is the time. When all evil is set free, to gather together to party </b> |  </< > October 12
the video which i have chose to play for you all today is мєяяу χмαѕ(ωαя ιѕ σνєя) ву ѕтяєєт ∂яυм ¢σяρѕ αи∂ вєят fяσм тнє υѕє∂  | October 10
Add this to your space to make everybody aware and to those who have suffered let them know we care October 04  
When filling out any application,
Im often asked my occupation,
however most of the jobs i do are unpaid,
for example i can be a cook,a cleaner, and a nurse maid,
or maybe a referee when a fight breaks out,
a taxi driver to run them about,
a teacher, an entertainer oh and a vet,
and I havent got to the actual job for which i get paid yet,
that one is just part time,
gives me something to do says husband of mine,
although its not all bad being a mum,
because at least in time to come,
when im old, incontinent and senile,
i ll be able to go and stay with my little darlings for a while.
  October 01
Liam can act like a little dad, which drives his sister mad.
Imanginative, creative, loving and kind.
Always looking after creatures he happens to find.
Most of the time he'e good, but evan when he's not he isnt that bad.
 
Likes to be different not follow the crowd
Achieves her goals for this im proud
Unorganized,and scatty she can sometimes be
Reliable, loving, intelligent, and very witty
Each of the above, makes Lauren who she is
Now she can do that ironing for me for writing this September 30  
ill lend for you a little time a dog of mine he said, for you to love and mourn for when hes dead it maybe seven years or maybe more then these,but will you till i call him back take care of him for me He ll bring his charm to gladden you, and should his stay be brief you ll have his memories as solace for your grief I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return,but there are lessons down there, i want this dog to learn Ive looked the world wide over,in my search for teachers true,and from the throngs that crowd lifes lane i have selected you Now will you give him your love nor think the labour vain, nor hate me when i call to take him back again I fancied that i heard them say "dear lord thy will be done"for all the joy the dog shall bring for the risk of grief will we ll run We ll shelter him with tenderness, we ll love him while we may and for the happiness we ve known forever gratefull we ll stay But should the angels call for him, we ll brave the bitter grief that comes, and try to understand This is not ment to make you cry, but to look back at the joy that was brought into your life, by one bushy tail wagging little guy named Lou WITH THANKS TO ANG FOR THIS xxx | 
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